i am not afraid to keep on liven

For so long now i have been hidden in the darkness and have been beaten and tourcherd for a long time so now its time i tourcher the soul of the one who have done this to me so now i have unleashed my iner demons so now im mad with rage,power,And ANGER.i have had it with demands and beatings i have wonderd the woods frietend of the ones i live with they have chaced me but i have goten away ...so i have wonderd close to other poeples houses and i have seen the happyness of the peole in other lives so now i wish to start a new life in a new body so i have prayed to god that i get a new body if i am to die so now ....all can hope for is a new life a new chance to start over  and a chace to live with happyness and wealth and have a new family that won't make me do all their dirty work so now...........

                                                      Thats all i can wait for